NiQuest
Sampling every day life

Too far to close

  • We walked hand in hand through summers and winters,
  • The warmth of your skin solaced the chill of my heart,
  • You were the answer to all my questions,
  • You were the most beautiful thing I lost, and it hurts like splinters,
  • We were the angels with a pinch of perfection,
  • You were in disguise the totality of all heavens,
  • We walked too far to close the chapters we started together,
  • At times I silently cry for losing you and all the inaction,
  • You are, you were, you will be my most beautiful memory,
  • The memory I make sure that I forget everyday,
  • I miss those moments touching your skin, hair, lips, the heart,
  • Whilst I forget them I want you to fade away like a dream,
  • I talk about you much but only with myself,
  • You are indescribable, so I shush my words,
  • I don’t want to be a forgotten memory to you,
  • And I wish you love me in memories thyself,
  • My cries don’t leave my throat often,
  • I press my nerves to present a happy me,
  • I pray to be a no one to your being,
  • A no one that makes your heart soften.
  • I meet the divine when I bring my eyelids close,
  • Each time it is harder to ask him for help,
  • I hold myself on my own, get up with face up,
  • Thinking of your grace that’s innocent as a rose,
  • I think that I think so much of you,
  • Probably you are thinking so much of me,
  • Are the silences comfortable to you hon?
  • Because I’ve forgotten how to love you
  • I’m far, farther that you think
  • Yet too close are you to this heart,
  • Will you help me one last time?
  • Come back to me and tell me how not to sink…
  • In your memories